Prisma & Blade

Realmfall: Foundations · #14

Prisma & Blade

Sorisana
Sorisana

Sorisana observed as Jatszot initiated his bout with Gorranach and Varg. She considered this might be his way of preparing for the challenges that lay ahead — for him, her, and Marza the following day. They still had some time before embarking. Glancing over at Nix and Xīlōxōch, she noticed they were making good progress. Although she knew that everyone learned differently and at their own pace, she couldn’t help but feel that everything seemed unorganised and improvised, leaving her wishing she had more time for proper training. Each of them appeared to possess remarkable talents, but without discipline those talents would go to waste. Becoming a proficient Shardbinder took years, if not decades, of establishing good habits and nurturing them. She feared she might be teaching them incorrectly, but Jatszot had reassured her yesterday that perfection was always elusive and that she should give it a go anyway.

Yet despite all this, she knew one thing for certain: her extensive knowledge of Prismurgy and her skills with her blade made her not only a capable spellcaster but also an adept fighter — and she knew how to combine both seamlessly. Her unease eased when she realised Nix was a spellcaster, a Prismancer just like Xīlōxōch and herself. Although Nix drew his magic from a different source, making things a little more complicated, it was something they’d have to work with.

She touched his shoulder gently, signalling for him to conclude his meditation. “Nix. You’re doing well, and you’re on the right path. I’m… I’m proud of your progress. However, we need to talk about something that’s inevitable. We have a few minutes — perhaps ten or twenty — depending on how Varg and Gorranach feel after their bout.”

Nix
Nix

The firestorm that had been summoned by his closed eyes and his deep breaths was providing a warmth Nix had never experienced before. It was almost comforting — felt like a big bowl of Omi’s famous “Everything Soup”… “…By the elements…” Omi’s closeness in this vision only reminded him just how far away he was from everything he once knew. But his longing for home quickly reminded him of the importance of this journey and how vital it was to stay focused. “Damnit, Nix — there may be no place left to call home if you don’t stay focused!”

Sorisana’s touch on his shoulder shocked him out of his meditative state. The firestorm was rapidly quelled, the warmth dissipated, and the morning light flooded any darkness that remained. Nix could’ve sworn she was saying something — paying him a compliment, maybe? Her voice sounded as if she were underwater, or in another room. Nix’s eyes opened and, as the flames faded out, reality slowly crept back in and he was able to catch the end of her sentence.

“Uhhh… many sorry Sorisana, that was… many strange. Good… many good! But strange.” Nix goes to rub his temples and suddenly feels the warmth of his shard in his hand, which snaps him back into a more alert state. “Talk? Sure… What’s next?”

Sorisana
Sorisana

Sorisana paused, considering her next words carefully. Despite being a foreigner in the Lumerian lands, Nix’s situation was even more unique as he hailed from abroad. She needed to ensure her words were clear and concise.

“Kyou. That’s where you’re from, right? What brought you here? I doubt it was by choice… I mean, out of all the tourist destinations in Auridia, most of the countries in the Lumerian region can be rather dull…” She cleared her throat. “But, anyway, what I want to discuss pertains to our common connection — the fire shard. Come, let’s take a walk. Follow me.” She gestured for Nix to come along, waiting to see if he would follow before bobbing her head forward.

Nix
Nix

Nix watched as Sorisana started to lead him away from the group. He’d never been fond of sharing his story — he wanted to light up rooms, be the kind of person who leaves a place better than he found it, and his past would only do the opposite. “…She did ask… and it did feel good telling Gorranach…” He shakes the weight out of his legs, stands up, and follows Sorisana with a quick hop to catch up.

“I run away. From Kyou… Nix mean. Seishin Harbour. Across Azure Expanse. Nix take first ship he could and it bring me here. It’s not… many bad… Nix just hate the language!” He chuckles, hoping it may disarm Sorisana’s seemingly constant mood. “So… Nix did many good at meditating? Will that help me use shard? Nix knows that fire can harm but Nix learn that fire can also help. Nix looking forward to doing more of that.”

Sorisana
Sorisana

Sorisana’s brows furrowed as Nix barraged her with questions. She could sense his impatience — just as she usually was herself — but she felt the need to slow down. Surprisingly, she found herself more interested in who he was as a person than the impending issues they’d have to address as fellow Shardbinders. She took a deep breath and spoke slowly so Nix could follow, veiling her regional accent as much as possible and using neutral Auridian Standard.

“Seishin Harbour? Hmm… the Hino Federation of States…? You’re quite far from home, indeed. I should have known, as many of your kind hail from there. Kobolds are rarely seen in these parts, let alone one native to Auridia itself. So… you were born in…?” She paused, realising the vast number of states in the Hino Federation. “Ah, there are plenty of states there. I do know that the main state where the central imperial court is located is called the Zhiyao State. Are you from that province?”

As Nix had mentioned running away, Sorisana tried to steer the conversation toward a lighter direction. “Well, I ran away too! Well, not really. Technically, I staged my own abduction — it was all consensual, but my people didn’t like it. I never really fit in, so when I had the first opportunity to high-tail out of there, I did…”

Nix
Nix

“Many far from home… yes.” Nix’s sadness is obvious as he takes a moment to bathe in the feeling of home he was surrounded by in his meditation. “There was… many wrong with home but Nix still miss the good parts. The lanterns, the tea shops, the blossom trees.”

Nix quickly remembers the actual question. “Uh, many close! Seishin is in Seiryuko State but Nix many happy to hear that you know about his homeland! Maybe after all of this, Nix can show all of you where he is from.” An immediate realisation washes over him as he becomes painfully aware of just how unrealistic that may be. Looking to change the subject quickly, his gaze returns to the half-Åel. “Staged… abduc… tion? You must have many scared your family? Do they know that you are… safe? Where is home for Sorisana?”

Sorisana
Sorisana

“Hah!” Sorisana almost burst out laughing; her composed façade was temporarily shattered. “Home? If you can even call it that. Just a vast expanse of… well, ugh… a whole lot of boring sand. I’m originally from the Zahar’an Sands, in Vasterien… Do you know where that is?” She quickly realised her mistake and shook her head. “Sorry, that was a silly question.”

“My people travelled from place to place. Well, they were nomads — still are, actually. Åels aren’t really going anywhere anytime soon.” She explained. “They collectively called themselves the Sol’Arin. I was a ‘part’ of one of the many tribes that roamed the sea of sands. Heh, as for feeling safe… trust me, they don’t really care. Or maybe they do… who knows?” She shrugged.

“I’m an Aelumyr, Nix, in case you hadn’t noticed. My ears aren’t as long as Marza’s, my eyes aren’t as distinct as theirs. I’m hardly as tall and elegant as them. Hah, I suppose that’s the generous term, right? Some of the elves would call me a mudblood. I still remember the looks some of them would give me daily. I was a burden, Nix. They don’t care about me, and they certainly don’t miss me.” She mumbled under her breath, but she didn’t hide it from Nix: “Keep it cool, Sana.”

Nix
Nix

Before this very conversation, Nix was certain that his only common ground with Sorisana was the element of their shard. But after learning more about her, he could see that they weren’t too dissimilar at all — in fact he probably shared more in common with Sorisana than anybody he had met in Auridia.

“A burden? Nix know that feeling… Fire take them, Sana — you are no burden. You are a…” Nix searches his brain furiously for the word in this god-forsaken language. “A… a… Beacon!

Nix waited a beat as he tried to allow the Aelumyr’s eyes to meet his. “Look at us… Two ‘burdens’ risking our lives to save those who would cast us aside in an instant.” A fire brews in Nix’s throat and almost escapes his maw before he catches himself getting angry again — something that has been quite out of character for the Kobold up until recently. “Gah… Maybe this shard is changing me… Is that possible? Forgive me, I feel many in tune with it and I’m finally feeling like I can start to understand it, but I’m so… so many angry.”

Sorisana
Sorisana

“Hmm… I suppose that’s one way of looking at it. You’re not as bad as I thought. Maybe with enough time, your flames will begin to burn brighter than mine.”

Nix’s question piqued her interest and she couldn’t help but smile. “It does… The shards bring out the best and the worst of our qualities simultaneously. It’s a stark reminder that this font of power carries an unimaginable amount of responsibility — a way to keep us from idling, slacking, or losing ourselves. I remember when I first met Marza. She was part of the group of Shardbinders who started roughly around the same time as me — that was a while ago already… I hated her for obvious reasons with a fiery passion. How could they put me with an Åel? And although she was not a Sunkissed Åel like me or my kin, the similarities were still enough to remind me of home. Although our shards hadn’t awakened yet, we still had to keep them close to us, so they had already begun to influence me. Funnily enough, one of the masters predicted that fire would be the element my shard would manifest. No surprise there. It got worse when it did awaken.”

“When our shards awaken, we go through special lessons to help with this — unique lessons tied to our element. Our shards change our physiology, after all. It’s expected that we undergo some changes. If you obtained your shard only several days ago and it has awakened already, I can imagine the changes being less subtle, less manageable. Sorry… Do you have any more questions before we move on?”

Nix
Nix

“Brighter than yours?” Nix was genuinely surprised by this remark. He hadn’t known Sorisana for very long, but this was something he never imagined hearing from her — she wasn’t a nasty person, but she did seem very confident in her ability and very quick to be frustrated. Those two qualities rarely combined to form a sentence as humble as that. “Many thanks, Sana, but Nix not believe that. I’m many new at this and you have trained for many long! Nix will try hard, do all he can! No more questions — many sorry. Let’s move on.”

Sorisana
Sorisana

“That’s good. I was sort of hoping you would have more questions — I had a million questions for my instructors. I’m a curious one.” She turned her gaze toward Nix to catch his attention, her voice taking on a sterner tone. “It may not look like it, Nix, but I am officially a wizard by profession. Look.”

She loosened her tunic slightly, revealing a brooch pinned to her bra adorned with a reddish gem. She pointed at it, allowing Nix to see, before tightening her tunic again. She reached for her satchel, revealing a tome with a red cover. “This is my tome. I call it Flamarcanthia — fitting, isn’t it?”

She pointed to a flat, low-lying boulder in the distance that could function as a table — a perfect height for Nix. She gestured for him to follow her and placed the tome on the stone. “You’re a spellweaver, no doubt — I don’t reckon you’re a trained wizard. I would assume you are self-taught. I could tell by how you weave your spells. Nothing we can’t work with. Basics and fundamentals are generally the same. If you can cast a spell, you’ve passed the first stage, or so they say. Can you read Prismglyphs?”

Sorisana has revealed these items to Nix.
Arcanyst Brooch
Flamarcanthia
Nix
Nix

“Oh Sana, Nix has many questions. Many questions! More and more every moment — but he learn at a very young age when to talk and when to listen.” The Kobold turns his head to see Varg, Gorranach and Jatszot seemingly taking turns to hit each other where they were once meditating. “Nix feels like it’s best to listen right now.”

If he was being honest, Sorisana revealing all of this information was a bit overwhelming and his mind was racing. She was a wizard?! He had read about Arcanyst Medallions but had never seen one with his very eyes — and he’d never seen a wizard so deft with sword and, well up until this point at least, shard… Quickly noticing Sorisana’s impatience blossoming on her face, he returns to her last question. “Prismglyphs? Nix can read them, yes. Why do you ask?”

Sorisana
Sorisana

Sorisana felt a bit troubled upon hearing Nix’s statement. There was nothing inherently wrong with his response — an educated person would often know when to listen. But this was supposed to be a conversation, not a lecture. She put these thoughts aside for now.

“Great… We’re going to see if we can find something useful for you. I have quite a large list of spells.” The tome opened on its own and the pages began to flip after she mumbled something under her breath. “Oh, yes — and that scroll you found earlier was rather interesting. It’s not something I would be able to cast due to how I interact with the Prisma Current. However, you do it differently, so I believe you would have a greater chance of learning it correctly. It seems bardic in nature.”

Although Nix didn’t inquire, she instinctively felt the need to explain. “The reason I can’t cast it easily… Prisma is divided and categorised into several Hues as well as traditions, but I’ll spare you the details for now. To simplify things: you would be a spellweaver as a general term. We could further partition spellweavers one step further — you seem adept in bardic magic, so you’re a bard. Whereas I would be a Prismaturge broadly speaking, and to be more specific, a magus — which is just a very ‘practical’ wizard. These are just labels at the end of the day; they matter not.”

The pages flipping gradually slowed down. “Okay, this one… It’s a relatively basic fire spell that you should be able to weave.” She paused. “Nix, I hope you’re starting to get the point of this. As a Prismancer, you need to exploit your ability to cast spells. Shardbinders who are Prismancers can eventually learn to influence their spells with their shard with enough practice. It would behoove you to learn spells that correspond to the elemental affinity of your shard simply because they are easier to work with in practice.” She stopped. “Are you with me so far?”

Nix
Nix

Nix’s mind began racing again — this time not from being overwhelmed, but from excitement. He likened the feeling to the joy he felt when starting to build a musical instrument: so many possibilities. Sure, there was work to be done, but it was as much about the journey as the destination.

“Nix understand. Different Hues. Different traditions. Different spells? Nix know fire and music. So red and bardic?” Nix didn’t know if his guess was a stretch, but he wanted to show his willingness to learn from somebody who was happy to invest their time and knowledge in him — something he hadn’t experienced a lot. “Nix many with you, Sana — but Nix not many familiar with scrolls. This how Nix learn new spells? Nix many excited to learn new spells!”

Sorisana
Sorisana

Sorisana held Nix’s gaze, her expression serious. After a moment, she spoke with intention. “Nix, I can cast a spell on you. It’ll drain some of my Prisma reserves, but I’ll recover by tomorrow. It’s important to avoid misunderstandings between us.” She moved the book out of Nix’s line of sight and began flipping through the pages. “I need to find the right words to commit to memory… Or, I could just read from the tome directly since there’s no rush.” She located the spell.

“Comprehend Languages. It needs a little extra focus and oomph for you to actually speak as well.” She instructed Nix to stay still. “Hold still please, I’m going to cast now — don’t worry, it won’t hurt. This will let us understand each other fully for about an hour. Let’s speak in Älven; I could use the practice for my meeting with Marza.” She started murmuring the spell, her voice growing stronger. Eventually, as the spell took hold, Nix felt a sudden surge as his mind was awash with newfound understanding.

Nix
Nix

“Sana, Nix not many sure what you mea—” Nix’s eyes shot wide open as the pressure in his head eased. He was certainly improving, but he’d struggled with Auridian for so long that the relief felt incredible. This language was entirely new to the Kobold, yet he just… understood it. “Oh my. By the elements, Sana, this is… amazing! Forget fire, occult and bardic spells — I need to learn this one! Do you know how hard it is to write songs in a language you don’t fully understand?! I need to write some songs! How long does it last — forever? Please say forever!”

Immediately noticing Sorisana’s stern expression, Nix caught himself, cleared his throat, and lowered his now booming voice. “Apologies, friend. This is just a wonderful feeling and one that I’ve missed greatly. No more misunderstanding — thank you.” With a deep breath and a smile, he reaches out and plants his hand on Sorisana’s affectionately. “You were saying?”

Sorisana
Sorisana

Sorisana’s cheeks held a hint of colour — a definite sign of her surprise at the spell’s reception. Speaking in Älven now, her voice carried the rich, distinctive inflections of her native accent, one that only surfaced in moments of genuine emotion. Despite the complexity of the language, Nix understood her perfectly.

“Well, the spell has about an hour’s duration,” she explained, her words slightly hesitant but clear. “If you desire to master it, I’ll prepare some instructions for you to follow. Completing it by tomorrow is plausible. But be aware — it draws deeply upon Prisma reserves, beyond your current capabilities. It might take months, even years of practice to achieve this level of casting. Learning the language organically is the best course, in my view at least.”

She returned the tome to its place on the stone. “Now, to revisit our earlier topic — I’ll lend you my tome to study the Scorching Blast spell here. Take your time learning it. I’ll also have a scroll prepared for you on the go for you to delve deeper once I’m not around. At the very least, familiarise yourself with the spell’s principles. Come, take a look.” She beckoned Nix to lean in for a better view. “That’s two scrolls I’ll need to scribe — manageable. As for your other inquiry, yes: fire magic falls under the wide umbrella of the Red Hue.”

After a brief pause, her curiosity piqued again. “Now that we can communicate fluidly — may I inquire where you learned bardic magic? The art of interacting with the Prisma Current through voice or instrument is quite the specialised craft, not something one stumbles upon easily. If I’m not mistaken, you are able to attune to the Current’s frequencies of your choice through the specific vibrations of sound and music, influencing emotions, thoughts, and even reality. Isn’t it fascinating? That the mere act of strumming could summon fire at your fingertips!” Sorisana’s expression conveyed a mixture of fascination and curiosity. She appeared much more pleasant now that she conversed in her native tongue.

Nix
Nix

“It’s okay, Sana — I was only, well, joking I suppose.” A small chuckle escapes Nix’s mouth as he lifts the hand he had planted on Sorisana’s to scratch behind his ear. “It’s just tempting to fast-track this whole learning process. I’ve been trying so hard to get better at Auridian, but it’s proven to be extremely frustrating!” Nix bathes in this moment, visibly enjoying being able to use bigger words. “Okay, back to the important stuff. So all I have to do is learn the spell from Flamarcanthia? I’ve missed reading if I’m honest, so I’m very much looking forward to this!”

Nix begins to read the Scorching Blast spell from Sorisana’s tome before catching himself. “Ah, Sana — your question! I was actually hoping to learn more about that from a college or an order here in Auridia before my travels took a sharp left turn into saving the world! You see, I’ve always played music, for as long as I can remember. I come from a rather unconventional family and, like you, I was considered a burden — an embarrassment even… Calling it a family isn’t strictly true either; we shared no blood. And there was no love there. But that’s not important, I suppose — sorry, I’m rambling. I guess I’m just enjoying the joy of conversation!”

Nix quickly refocuses and clears his throat. “Where was I? Ah — so my ‘family’. There was one person within our house who showed me love. Omi.” Nix doesn’t even fight the smile appearing on his face. “My love. You see, we grew up by the Azure Expanse, and there are three things that the ocean gifted to us: fresh air, fresh fish, and a thriving black market. Our ‘father’ was often tasked with checking illegal contraband to weed out counterfeits, which meant his office was littered with all sorts of wonderful and dangerous relics — behind lock and key, of course. One day, to get back at him for a particularly violent beating…” Nix lifts his cloak to reveal dozens of scars littering his upper arm. “…Omi found her way into his office and managed to steal one of those relics for me — a tome not too dissimilar from your Flamarcanthia, a bit older and less cared for. Here, let me show you.”

Nix’s hand finds a small book bound to his waist and places it on the rock in front of them both.Tarridyle Harriot’s Chords & Compositions for Budding Bards. It’s only a few pages long with a short selection of song sheets — I thought it was a joke at first, but every single one of these has proven to be an incredible help to me and my allies.” Nix replaces the book onto his hip and covers it with his cloak. “Initially it took a lot of practice, but already being a musician definitely helped. I still remember the feeling of playing one of those songs for the first time. Truly life-changing, and something I am desperate to understand better. That’s why I was hoping to join a college here — but I guess that knowledge isn’t destined for me anymore. No: from now on, I shall learn in the heat of battle or from an unlikely friend…” Nix’s gaze meets Sorisana’s once more as a friendly smile adorns his face. “Did you always want to be a Wizard, Sana?”

Sorisana
Sorisana

Sorisana’s expression shifted to one of empathy as Nix recounted his past, her eyes reflecting a mix of sorrow and understanding especially as he revealed his scars. “A songbook for casting spells? That’s ingenious. Using musical notation as a form of incantation is as logical as reading Prismglyphs in a standard tome. This is a revelation — thank you, Nix. I haven’t looked too much into bardic magic, but I’ve encountered various colleges during my travels. You’ll find plenty if you know where to look, and in the Kingdom of Valerios you’ll likely be in good company.”

She leaned in to examine the book, taking a moment to let the details of his story sink in. “I’ll respond to your question, yet I’m curious first. Why were you among those not kin to you? Did you also depart from your homeland? I’d be grateful if you’re willing to share that part of your story.” Her insistence was evident — not out of mere curiosity, but from a genuine desire to understand the unique Kobold whose fate was now intertwined with hers.

Nix
Nix

“As I said, Omi just thought it was a regular songbook, and I thought the inner text explaining its magical properties was a joke or a tactic to sell it quicker. But, looking back, something that ordinary would never have made it into Father’s office — he wasn’t a fan of music, you see.” Hearing that Sorisana had encountered multiple colleges on her travels filled Nix with a faint, visible hope. “It’s awfully encouraging to hear that, Sana — thank you.”

“As for your question — it’s a story I’ve shared quite often these last few days, funnily enough. My egg was falsely sold to Father as a dragon’s egg. The idiot paid a fortune for it. I think it was stolen from a nearby Kobold clan in a raid, but mine and Omi’s research was done in secret so it was slow, and our results were hazy at best.” Nix shuffles uncomfortably, clearly not fully at ease.

“When I hatched and it was obvious that I was no dragon and that Father was scammed, he resented me. Although they may have laughed at me in private, anybody that knew me wouldn’t be blamed for thinking I lived a ‘regular’ life — I had a home tutor, Shinosuke, who taught me to read, write and play music, and when I was barely old enough I would craft and sell musical instruments from Father’s shop. However, the truth is that I was a prisoner in that house, Sana. Target practice. A slave.” Even in the beautiful Älven language with its rolled R’s and bouncing cadence, Nix was now spitting out his words as if talking in his violent, abrasive native Draconic. A deep breath helped soften his sudden temper. “Sorry. There it is again — the anger I was talking about. The thing is, I should be angry about it, right? I know that, but this is just all so… new and, and… uncontrollable.” Nix’s head falls into his hands. “I’m sorry, Sana — I may need a minute before continuing. Maybe you could answer my previous question first, if that’s okay?”

Sorisana
Sorisana

Sorisana clenched her fist, her sympathy for Nix palpable. “I’m truly sorry for what you’ve been through. It’s understandable to feel angry in such situations. Maybe the anger was there all along, and the shard — especially one of fire — tends to intensify our deepest emotions. Use that energy as a catalyst for change, to drive forward when you or your companions need to act.” She exhaled slowly. “I’m no sage like our monks, Nix, but I believe you’ll come to understand this in time.”

Her expression turned reflective. “Why did I choose wizardry? Curiosity drives me — I’m consumed by a thirst for knowledge. The Shardbinder who adopted me, when I told him that I wanted to become like him — a wizard — he believed I lacked the discipline because I was too impulsive. When he received word that I had awakened as a Fire Shardbinder, he sent mail congratulating me but also mocking me further… that I should remain a fighter and nothing more. This only fuelled my resolve. Shardbinders often embark on pilgrimages to grow and find themselves, become stronger, pick up something new — a choice granted to us by our instructors. While we used to travel solo in the distant past, it’s now common to journey in pairs or groups. Take a wild guess who my companions were. They saw me fail, time and again, until I didn’t. I became a fully fledged and licensed wizard.”

“But times have changed, Nix. Shardbinders have become recluses. And the one who doubted me? I never got to show him the fruits of my labour. He’s gone — disappeared. He vanished before I could prove him wrong. Not a trace of him. The Stéllæri have made it impossible to track one another, although it’s probably for the best, as you can probably tell why.” Her expression deepened. “Nix — you do realise that I am likely to die, right? If that wasn’t clear to you… This is probably the end of the road for me. Perhaps we should end this conversation so we don’t get attached to one another any more than we should.”

Nix
Nix

“To… die?” Nix’s cheerful expression quickly turns to one of discomfort as he attempts to plead with Sorisana one final time. “Sana, surely there’s something we can do to help more than leaving you three for dead?! I can understand keeping a safe distance from people — trust me, I’ve lived my life that way — but there’s no need to do it to us. We’re willing to put our lives on the line. Surely there’s something we could do. Please.

Sorisana
Sorisana

There was a visible look of annoyance on Sorisana’s face as Nix pleaded with her. “Don’t make light of my decision… We’ve thought it through already, Nix. We’re not recklessly abandoning our lives. In fact, allowing you all to fight alongside us is extremely reckless.” She paused for a moment, glancing in the direction of the others.

“You should know firsthand how difficult it is on the battlefield when there are others to protect — when there’s more to protect than yourself. We’re not fighting wild beasts that are concerned only with dealing with the biggest threat before them. They’d gladly pass on to the Spirit Realm so long as they take one of us with them. Perhaps you feel confident to have survived every encounter with the Stéllæri thus far, but I trust you that it will not always be the case. There’s naught I can do to stop several men deeply adept in their Prismurgy from teleporting behind you and decapitating you. Even if we had an adept cleric to mend our wounds on demand, there’s only so much our bodies can take — it would not be enough. I could not do much to protect you from all of these threats. The villagers would die in but a fraction of a second, and the rest of you, perhaps in less than a minute… Why would you want to experience that?”

Her stern expression gradually softened. “Nix, Jatszot and I sense their desperation. They seek to take everyone down before anyone crosses the passage to Grandal. They have already taxed themselves with this chase, in more ways than you think. You must also remember that as a covert organisation, they must maintain a low profile — of which they have done a good job, so far. The Balen Empire has caught wind of their doings, as per Poullain’s remark… this does not help their case. But the fact that they have become this reckless means that you’re worth something — or that whatever happened is very critical to their aims. I would get to the bottom of this with Marza first thing I see her…” She glanced back at Nix, hoping her reasoning was enough to make him give up on this reckless proposal.

Nix
Nix

Nix seemed to suddenly shrink into himself. Like a scolded child, his gaze fell to the floor. He spoke softly but his voice was direct and clear.

“Forgive me for trying to help a friend, Sorisana. You know that this is brand new to us and that we’re having to figure all of this out as we go along — we haven’t had the luxury of real training. Every lesson is high stakes where failure means death. This isn’t me making light of your decision, trust me. This is me understanding how dangerous it is and wanting to tilt the scales in your favour. We appreciate your help and I wanted to show you that by offering help of our own. But I understand now and I won’t offer again. We will honour your decision by getting out quickly and getting out alive.”

His eyes never lift to meet Sorisana’s as he turns to walk back toward the group. But it would take a fool not to realise that Nix was crying, and trying to hide it. Sorisana was no fool.